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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Hanging Up My Wings?

I'm bored...flat out, undeniably bored. Everyday I go to work and have interaction with only one other person, my boss. Then, I go home, make a meal for one, workout, read, watch a little tv and then go to bed. I wake up the next day and do it all over again...5 days out of the week. Of course, there is the off occasion that I actually see a friend during the week, but even then, it's usually only once. Weekends are the complete opposite, flooded with interaction and every day during the week, I long for the weekend...not much different from every other person on the planet.

If you're reading this, you know I'm the social butterfly...the epitome of the extrovert. I mean, my love language is quality time, for crying out loud. I've been thinking alot about my job and if it's really worth it. Is it worth not developing friendships all day?...Is the fact that I don't have a commute canceled out by the fact that I don't have co-workers to banter with?...Am I losing my influence, because I have no one to influence all day?...Am I destined to hang up my little social butterly wings?...Or is it enough of a sign to get out?

I don't know...maybe everyone deals with this...but I can honestly say I've never been so lonely in my entire life. And you'd think I'd be good at this growing up an only child and all, but I'm having a heck of a time...

I'm not asking for an answer...I just like to vent, electronically......

Till next time...

2 comments:

The Blowey Bunch said...
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The Blowey Bunch said...

The Blowey Bunch said...
though you ddon't want an answer i feel compelled as your long lost black sister to tell you that you are not supposed to influence everyone on the planet all the time... sometimes it's about letting God influence you because sister, let me tell you...around the corner will be a busy day full of people and you will be blogging about how you wish you had time alone to just rest....God is giving you rest,so close those eyes, and shut out the world and revel in it... becuase in a flash it will be gone and you don't want to waste the gift God has given...do you know what someone who works in the DPS would give to have your life :) Love ya!
*Keri*